BillyBlog's Favorite Poems, #4 ("we ain't got no money, honey, but we got rain" by Charles Bukowski)
It is difficult to pinpoint one Charles Bukowski poem for this project. Not only because he wrote so many great poems, but because I have featured Bukowski poems on BillyBlog before, like “The Mockingbird,” which I would say is my favorite and “Dinosauria, We," which runs a close second.
So I settled on a poem whose title I evoke when a) it’s raining and/or b) money is tight. It’s one of the longer Bukowski poems (the audio at the end runs to eight minutes), but it’s one I recall often. So, pull up a chair and take a look and/or listen. This poem does what good poems do: it transports you to another time, and another place. Anyone who has lived through a long rain in Los Angeles can probably relate. There's an audio link at the end, as well:
If you made it this far, you may want to hear Buk reading it, too:we ain’t got no money, honey, but we got rain
call it the greenhouse effect or whateverbut it just doesn't rain like itused to.I particularly remember the rains of thedepression era.there wasn't any money but there wasplenty of rain.it wouldn't rain for just a night ora day,it would RAIN for 7 days and 7nightsand in Los Angeles the storm drainsweren't built to carry off taht muchwaterand the rain came down THICK andMEAN andSTEADYand you HEARD it banging againstthe roofs and into the groundwaterfalls of it came downfrom roofsand there was HAILbig ROCKS OF ICEbombingexploding smashing into thingsand the rainjust wouldn'tSTOPand all the roofs leaked-dishpans,cooking potswere placed all about;they dripped loudlyand had to be emptiedagain andagain.the rain came up over the street curbings,across the lawns, climbed up the steps andentered the houses.there were mops and bathroom towels,and the rain often came up through thetoilets:bubbling, brown, crazy,whirling,and all the old cars stood in the streets,cars that had problems starting on asunny day,and the jobless men stoodlooking out the windowsat the old machines dyinglike living thingsout there.the jobless men,failures in a failing timewere imprisoned in their houses with theirwives and childrenand theirpets.the pets refused to go outand left their waste instrange places.the jobless men went madconfined withtheir once beautiful wives.there were terrible argumentsas notices of foreclosurefell into the mailbox.rain and hail, cans of beans,bread without butter; friedeggs, boiled eggs, poachedeggs; peanut buttersandwiches, and an invisiblechickenin every pot.my father, never a good manat best, beat my motherwhen it rainedas I threw myselfbetween them,the legs, the knees, thescreamsuntil theyseparated."I'll kill you," I screamedat him. "You hit her againand I'll kill you!""Get that son-of-a-bitchingkid out of here!""no, Henry, you stay withyour mother!"all the households were undersiege but I believe that oursheld more terror than theaverage.and at nightas we attempted to sleepthe rains still came downand it was in bedin the darkwatching the moon againstthe scarred windowso bravelyholding outmost of the rain,I thought of Noah and theArkand I thought, it has comeagain.we all thoughtthat.and then, at once, it wouldstop.and it always seemed tostoparound 5 or 6 a.m.,peaceful then,but not an exact silencebecause things continued todripdrip
drip
and there was no smog thenand by 8 a.m.there was ablazing yellow sunlight,Van Gogh yellow-crazy, blinding!and thenthe roof drainsrelieved of the rush ofwaterbegan to expand in the warmth:PANG!PANG!PANG!and everybody got up and looked outsideand there were all the lawnsstill soakedgreener than green will everbeand there were birdson the lawnCHIRPING like mad,they hadn't eaten decentlyfor 7 days and 7 nightsand they were weary ofberriesandthey waited as the wormsrose to the top,half drowned worms.the birds plucked themupand gobbled themdown;there wereblackbirds and sparrows.the blackbirds tried todrive the sparrows offbut the sparrows,maddened with hunger,smaller and quicker,got theirdue.the men stood on their porchessmoking cigarettes,now knowingthey'd have to go outthereto look for that jobthat probably wasn'tthere, to start that carthat probably wouldn'tstart.and the once beautifulwivesstood in their bathroomscombing their hair,applying makeup,trying to put their world backtogether again,trying to forget thatawful sadness thatgripped them,wondering what they couldfix forbreakfast.and on the radiowe were told thatschool was nowopen.andsoonthere I wason the way to school,massive puddles in thestreet,the sun like a newworld,my parents back in thathouse,I arrived at my classroomon time.Mrs. Sorenson greeted uswith, "we won't have ourusual recess, the groundsare too wet.""AW!" most of the boyswent."but we are going to dosomething special atrecess," she went on,"and it will befun!"well, we all wonderedwhat that wouldbeand the two hour waitseemed a long timeas Mrs. Sorensonwent aboutteaching herlessons.I looked at the littlegirls, they looked sopretty and clean andalert,they sat still andstraightand their hair wasbeautifulin the Californiasunshine.then the recess bells rangand we all waited for thefun.then Mrs. Sorenson toldus:"now, what we are going todo is we are going to telleach other what we didduring the rainstorm!we'll begin in the front rowand go right around!now, Michael, you'refirst!. . ."well, we all began to tellour stories, Michael beganand it went on and on,and soon we realized thatwe were all lying, notexactly lying but mostlylying and some of the boysbegan to snicker and someof the girls began to givethem dirty looks andMrs. Sorenson said,"all right! I demand amodicum of silencehere!I am interested in whatyou didduring the rainstormeven if youaren't!"so we had to tell ourstories and they werestories.one girl said thatwhen the rainbow firstcameshe saw God's faceat the end of it.only she didn't saywhich end.one boy said he stuckhis fishing poleout the windowand caught a littlefishand fed it to hiscat.almost everybody tolda lie.the truth was justtoo awful andembarrassing totell.then the bell rangand recess wasover."thank you," said Mrs.Sorenson, "that was verynice.and tomorrow the groundswill be dryand we will put themto useagain."most of the boyscheeredand the little girlssat very straight andstill,looking so pretty andclean andalert,their hair beautiful in a sunshine thatthe world might never seeagain.
we ain't got no money, honey, but we got rain (m4a) - Charles Bukowski
Previous Favorite Poems for National Poetry Month:
#5 - "Garbage" by A.R. Ammons
#6 - "Rock and Hawk" by Robinson Jeffers
#7 - "Nostalgia" by Billy Collins
#8 - "A Piece of the Storm" by Mark Strand
#9A - "The Colonel" by Carolyn Forché and
#9B - "may i feel said he" by e.e.cummings
#10 - "After Making Love We Hear Footsteps" by Galway Kinnell
#11 - "Symposium" by Paul Muldoon
#12 - "Poem for the Class of..." by Max Eberts
#13 - "Boss of the Food" by Lois-Ann Yamanaka
#14 - "Lady Lazarus" by Sylvia Plath
#15 - "One Art" by Elizabeth Bishop
#16 - "Buddhist Barbie" by Denise Duhamel
#17 - "One Train May Hide Another" by Kenneth Koch
#18 - "Poem (Lana Turner Has Collapsed!) by Frank O'Hara (with Audio)
#19 - "Crumbs" by Hal Sirowitz (Audio Added)
#20 - "This Is Just to Say" by William Carlos Williams
#21 - "They Feed They Lion" by Philip Levine
#22 - "Looking at Kilauea" by Garret Hongo
#23 - "The Death of the Ball Turret Gunner" by Randall Jarrell (Audio Added)
#24 - A Handful of Richard Brautigan
#25 - "A Buddha in the Woodpile" by Lawrence Ferlinghetti
#26 - "Separation" by W.S. Merwin
#27 - "The Flea" by John Donne
#28 - Poem Twenty from Pablo Neruda's Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair
#29 - "Magpie's Song" by Gary Snyder
#30 - "Eunoia" by Christian Bok
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