Monday, April 20, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 20: Moira Egan

Today's poem comes to us from Moira Egan, the "European Correspondent" on the Best American Poetry blog. A hearty thank you to Stacey Harwood at the BAP blog, who helped me with the formatting of the poem!

Moira explains:

This poem comes from a series called Strange Botany that I wrote last year. The poems are written in syllabics (somewhat after Marinane Moore, one of my poetry heroes) and each poem takes as its title the Latin botanical name of the plant that acts as its central metaphor.

* * *

Ficus carica





In this country

it’s a tradition

to make a wish upon

the first bite

of the season’s fruit,

the first peach, cherry, nectarine,

cachi, so as I peel this

first fig, slowly pull its skin away

like a mammalian membrane,

I make the wish



that each of our

days might have some of

that taste of reunion

after long

absence, the salty-

sweet homecoming kiss, the airport

embarrassment of laughing

and crying both into each other’s

shirts. And it seems to me the fig

is the perfect



embodiment

of all the above,

the fruit of yin and yang,

masculine

in shape, yet deeply

feminine in its opening;

how, on the one hand, it was

a tree like this under which Buddha

sat and found enlightenment, while

on the other,



these were the leaves

that Adam reached for

to clothe their humanness

when they saw

that they were naked

and learned of shame. How many fruits

acquire their musky sweetness

from the strange symbiosis of wasp

and worm? I don’t know, but I think

of the first figs



of that summer

when we met, how he

carefully peeled the fruit,

offered me

the sweet and strangely

tentacular flesh, almost too

ripe but not quite, and he kissed me

and church bells clamored out the Angelus

and he kissed me again and (yes)

I made a wish.



(The English version first appeared in The Hampden-Sydney Poetry Review, Winter 2008)




* * *

Ficus carica




In questo paese

è tradizione

esprimere un desiderio

al primo assaggio

di un frutto di stagione,

la prima pesca, ciliegia, albicocca,

il primo caco, così sbuccio

il primo fico, ne stacco adagio la pelle

come membrana di mammifero,

esprimo il desiderio




che ognuno dei nostri

giorni possa avere un po’

del sapore di ri-unione

dopo lunga

assenza, il dolce-salato

bacio del ritorno a casa, l’imbarazzo

all’aeroporto di ridere

e piangere entrambi sulla camicia

dell’altro. E a me il fico pare

la perfetta





incarnazione

di quelle manifestazioni,

il frutto di yin e yang,

mascolino

nella forma, ma profondamente

femminile nel suo aprirsi;

e poi, da un lato, è stato

sotto un albero del genere che Buddha

si è seduto e ha ricevuto l’Illuminazione,

dall’altro





le sue sono le foglie

cui Adamo tese la mano per

nascondere la natura umana

quando videro

che erano nudi

e conobbero vergogna. Quanti frutti

acquisiscono la loro dolcezza muscosa

dalla simbiosi arcana di vespa

e verme? Io non lo so, ma penso

ai primi fichi




di quell’estate

che ci incontrammo, alla

premura con cui sbucciò il frutto,

me ne offerse

la carne, dolce e inusitatamente

tentacolare, quasi troppo

matura, ma non proprio, e mentre

mi baciava le campane esplosero nell’Angelus

e ancora mi baciava e (sì)

espressi un desiderio.





Translated by Damiano Abeni

(The Italian version is forthcoming in an anthology entitled Poesie per anime gemelle, Newton Compton Editori, Rome, 2009)


Moira Egan lives in Rome with her husband, Damiano Abeni, who is a translator of American poetry into Italian. Their most recent collaboration is La Seta della Cravatta/The Silk of the Tie, a bi-lingual collection of Moira’s poems with Italian versions by Damiano. It is so hot off the press that it’s not even up on the publisher’s website (though keep trying; it will be there any day now!) www.edizionilobliquo.it If you’re interested in getting a copy, feel free to email Moira at moira_egan@yahoo.it and/or check it out on her website www.moiraegan.com.

Previously, Moira and Damiano also collaborated on Un mondo che non può essere migliore: Poesie scelte 1956-2007, a substantial selection of the poems of John Ashbery (Sossella Editore, 2008) which can be found here: http://www.lucasossellaeditore.it/arte_poetica/un_mondo.html



When she is not translating or writing poems, Moira teaches poetry workshops here, there, and online. She is also thrilled to check in occasionally as the “European Correspondent” on the Best American Poetry Blog.



Please check out Moira's tattoo over on Tattoosday here.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 19: Adam Deutsch

Today's poem comes to us from Adam Deutsch:


Natural Wonder

1972 MGB drops chunks
of rusty floor
at a parking spot above
the Grand Canyon.

Local girl brings me
a blood orange and a rose
she’s fashioned from tin foil.

There should be a dance with her,
a margarita
for thousands of years of majestic
erosion we witness,
a cataclysm honored,
glorious perpetual weather,
unhelped or stopped.


A draft of this poem previously appeared in a publication called The English Record.

Adam Deutsch is originally from New York, and has an MA from Hofstra and an MFA from the University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign. His work has appeared or is forthcoming in No Tell Motel, Coconut, Juked, Rain Taxi, and Anti- among other places. Formerly of the Ninth Letter editorial staff, he is currently the Critical Prose Editor of Barn Owl Review and is the founder/editor of Cooper Dillon Books. He lives in San Diego, CA.

Please check out a couple of his many tattoos over on Tattoosday here.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 18: Rachel Mallino

Today's poem is from Rachel Mallino:


An Open Poem To god


Dear god, there has always been this:
marrow inside of bone. Those retarded


cells that drive nonage to adultery.
Elizabeth’s
cancerous swollen lips. I foolishly forgot


the wild dog story only to imagine
a new one: confused bees pollinating


in early spring as she watered
the waxing azaleas; a Queen’s


royalty misunderstood.
It all boils down to sex: mother’s


boney knees beneath
motel sheets as I stared off


into the bends
of brush strokes, art pinned


to tacky walls. The anonymity
of those painters, like my mother’s lovers,


became famous to me. There is forgetting
or the inability to do so. Dear god, if I believe


in anything it is this: bones
and that which runs through them.


- this poem is included in Ms. Mallino's forthcoming chapbook, Inside Bone There’s Always Marrow


Rachel Mallino lives in North Carolina with her husband, daughter and various lovable animals. Her most recent publications include Stirring, Boxcar Poetry Review, Weave Magazine and Thirteen Myna Birds. Rachel is the founding editor for Tilt Press and the dysfunctional e-journal Slant. Her chapbook, Inside Bone There’s Always Marrow, is soon forthcoming from Maverick Duck Press.


Head on over to Tattoosday to see one of Rachel's tattoos here.

Friday, April 17, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 17: Raffi Ciavatta

Today's poem comes from Raffi Ciavatta:




Poem 2 (still untitled)

It is devouring me.
My eyes shyly find themselves
drawn to look up and
allow my heart rate to
skip half a beat and
so I nearly die for that
half a second, die of a
somatized heart attack
with wide open eyes,
staring at its immensity,
at its bestiality.

It is devouring me.
Instead of dying it always
makes me stronger as its
cold and refreshing
breath invade my nostrils
and fills me up with
intuition.
It is devouring me:

The devil in me.
She makes me want to go
through every dirty downtown
and every fancy uptown
corner. She,
makes me so famished
for more and more while
she carves her skyscraper-teeth
into my jugular.

She is devouring me
as I head east
her gracefulness and curves
turn to straight avenues
and solid blocks.

The devil in me as his
concrete creeps into my veins
and makes me unbeatable.

It is a never ending antropophagy,
my best friend, my mother and
father, my spirit and lover, my
home,
New York City

Raffi Ciavatta is intense; independent; brilliant; humble; the child of Cosmos with Metropolis; a lover of intellectual epiphanies; artistic insights; playful heat; who feels like screaming, being in silence and talking (all at once) and is the author of poetry, short stories, thoughts and chronicles. They are originally from Brazil, Italian descendant and now makes New York City their home.

More of their work can be seen/heard here.

Please be sure to check out a few of their amazing tattoos here on Tattoosday!

Thursday, April 16, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 16: Nathan Logan

Today's poem is from Nathan Logan:

Good Apocalypse

Today is National Velociraptor
Awareness Day. Are you stocked
up on repellent? I have a couple
cans and a net gun. The bowling alley
had all the laser-activated vests,
so dyed snowballs were used during
the zombie crawl. We did not breakout
in spontaneous Michael Jackson
dance. That's a sure sign of bird flu.
I petitioned the university to declare
a phlebotomist appreciation day, but
it fell on deaf ears. If I had to list
my top three fears, it would be: being
eaten by a dinosaur, turning into a
member of the undead, and dancing
uncontrollably to a Michael Jackson
song. I know there's a small chance
of any of these things happening, but
it doesn't hurt to be prepared. Having
a phlebotomist day would at least
provide a deep breath, which is always
good while breathing underwater.

Nathan Logan is a MFA candidate at Minnesota State University Moorhead. He has four tattoos and a lip ring. He is the author of the chapbook Holly from Muncie (Spooky Girlfriend Press, 2008). His work has appeared in/is forthcoming from: No Tell Motel, pax americana, The Scrambler, SIR!, and Taiga.

Please be sure to head over to Tattoosday to see Nathan's literary tattoo here.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 15: Todd Heldt

Today's poem is from Todd Heldt:


THINGS YOU CAN'T EXPECT
for Barry Cunnane
Being met at the airport with news
your friend was killed on Saturday night
while you were sneaking a box of chocolates
to your nephew, who's four, whom you're meeting
for the first time, hundreds of miles away.
I watched him nibble each one around
the edges--then devour or set aside:
This is my favorite, so I'm saving it for last.
Two men walk up to someone and empty
the back of his head with one shot,
leave him to spread on the sidewalk
like a broken bottle of wine.
I drive old country roads with the kid,
who's too smart to ignore. When we pass
the old church he says, There's a graveyard
in every town. Everyone dies except us.
We're conspiring more chocolates,
and I hope that his wisdom can keep us forever,
like the cemetery stones where we sit
while I try to explain why he should be
less like my family, and more like me.
But I don't realize the migraine the sugar
will churn in his head, the hornet's nest
I will frenzy by the end of the day
when I face the god-like wrath of my sister,
whose love is a straight-back chair,
but also a country-charm duck.
And I'm not normal.
I know why she hid him from me
as long as she did: My friends
hug trees with their cars, shoot fire
in their veins, are gunned down
by strangers--and for Godsake,
I might as well have fed my nephew
a chocolate-covered razor blade.
Don't you know anything? I don't.
So I stand stupid in the airport,
a hangnail in the fist of travelers,
apprehending the absurd. I come home to
a dead plant in my window, a dead fish
in my tank, and who knows what other friends
I should call just to check on. Death
is a cement mixer lurching beside me.
Walking up South Halsted's stretch of wide spaces,
vacant lots, and rotted-shingle storefronts,
it isn't sorrow, but an opening of myself
to the world and its parking-lot truth
that to love is to be swallowed
by something bigger than myself.
And don't I long for the exchange
of pigeons waiting for breadcrumbs,
or table scraps finding a mouth?
Young mother pushing the baby carriage;
shopkeeper angling his ladder above;
the woman who sells me candy
whose tattooed tear swears that the world
will always be what it was;
teenagers on the corner, cradling
orange sodas and cigarettes, who for all I know
might put bullets in me just for walking by;
my family and dead friends, like burs
stuck in my skin or chocolates lodged
in my throat. The car swerves and misses.
I hadn't realized I'd stepped into the street.
The horn trails off, and I'm lucky, I guess,
for all that does not happen. When I get home
I want to call my sister and say, I'm okay,
given the given. I want to tell my nephew
the truth his chocolates conceal:

we all die eventually, and no one knows when,
but we have to hope we're God's favorites,
that maybe he'll save us for last.


This poem appeared originally in Stirring, and was nominated for a Pushcart Prize in 2008.

Todd tells us:

Coming soon (barring worldwide financial collapse): In September of 2009, Ghost Road Press will publish my full-length collection of poetry, Card Tricks for the Starving. They have a great catalog, so you should go practice buying books from them now.

If you missed Before You Were a Prophet when it was serialized in Hiss Quarterly, you can buy a print copy through their Lulu store. It's a humorous tale about death, guilt, god, rednecks, kleptomania, and William Carlos Williams scholars: http://www.lulu.com/content/200415

Please be sure to head over to Tattoosday and check out his amazing tattoo here.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 14: Cheryl Maddalena

Today's poem is from Cheryl Maddalena, a performance poet from Boise, Idaho.

She admits, this poem isn't her most flawless work, but it certainly matches the tattoo she has posted here over on Tattoosday.


Why I got the word “beautiful” tattooed on my arm in 200 point lowercase Times New Roman.

did I get it because I think I’m so beautiful? NO.
because “unexpected gorgeous moments
suckerpunch my sternum every day” seemed too wordy
to remember life is holy
because ALL CAPS WOULD BE LIKE YELLING

because my career is going to take off
now that I have to wear a blazer every day
because black goes with everything
to give them something to look at
as they pull me from the car wreck
because my parents said I could do anything
and I wouldn’t want to make them liars
because when my parents die it will taunt me less
than “faith” or “love”

incessant captions for life’s scenes:
doing these dishes? beautiful.
opening the mailbox? beautiful.
other fonts make me nervous

so my children will be able to spell what they are
because it will look better the older I get
so I could photoshop it into my baby photos
and tell people it was a beauty mark
because my actions have consequences
and I too often forget it

I got talked down from the skull and crossbones
with a snake for the tongue
to give the nurses at the old folks home
something to see besides bedsores and bones
because you can’t get a tattoo
of the mossy forest floor

did I get it because I think I’m so beautiful? YES.

my husband wanted to get me something
for our anniversary and I don’t like jewelry
my arm wasn’t big enough
to get a dancing hula girl on my bicep
what are you going to say, “ugh, I hate beauty”
?

because it freaked me out
because I could
I was going to get “Daddy’s Little Girl”
in purple sparkles
but they were all out

because my people are the ones
who toil for beauty
in every mediocre moment
because being dulled
to life’s astounding details is unacceptable
because the past year was a tractor rolling over my heart

for the thousand thousand times
I’ve acquiesced to a will not my own
because my font is Times New Roman
because it seemed redundant
I got it just to show you
I’ve seen how hard you try
to be good, to be better, to love, to forgive
you taught me this
what else could I get?


Here's a clip of Cheryl (pre-"Beautiful")performing "Housewife" at Poetry Slam deLux (Boise Poetry Slam) on February 18, 2008:



Thanks to Cheryl for sharing her work with us here on BillyBlog and Tattoosday!

Monday, April 13, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 13: Michael Sikkema

Today's poem comes to us from Mike Sikkema:


Say Me Into This Then

To ring this bastard containment
They used to undress each other

Now he wakes up and checks
in his mouth for “yes sir, the fish said,

I’m just going to shove
a little aquarium

up onto land there,
got everything I need in it.”

Mike Sikkema's poems have appeared in New American Writing, Bombay Gin, Zafusy, the tiny, Parthenon West Review, Fourteen Hills, Word for Word, Shampoo, Cannibal, Coconut, Xantippe, BlazeVOX, and other journals. His chapbook
Code Over Code appeared in 2005 and his new book Futuring is available at Amazon.

Read more of Mike's work here and here.

And, of course, head over to Tattoosday to see his cool tattoo here.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 12: Rebecca Loudon

Today's poem is from Rebecca Loudon.

Rebecca lives and writes in Seattle. She is the author of 4 books of poetry, the latest being Cadaver Dogs from No Tell Books, several lyrics for songs for chamber orchestra and choir, and the libretto of a full length opera, Red Queen. She is a professional violinist and teaches violin to children. She has more than 6 and less than 10 tattoos. She practices writing at

http://radishking.blogspot.com/

The following poem is from the aforementioned Cadaver Dogs:

Pinwheel


I was tending the garden when a bee flew

up my blouse stung my left nipple

I was claimed then

I wanted to be a better woman

reaching back with a corked finger

into fruit

I carry ice

worship fur


My body is split

& wet in spite of alcohol

with the goaty head man

nails curling down

becoming cloven

I'm not alarmed

I like the pillow

slick


I fold the clothes of my dead

into plastic bags dresses shirts

socks slippers the whole shebang

my dead smell like lemons

their teeth are marshmallow white

my sister is perfect

she has a perfect body

her hair is a gold wasp's nest

I fold her Snow White pajamas

into a square


I see the reptile man on television

& realize it is my husband

holding a two headed turtle to the camera

all three of them smile


Thanks to Rebecca for sharing this poem with us here on BillyBlog. Head over to Tattoosday to see one of her tattoos.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 11: Malaika King Albrecht

Today's poem is from Malaika King Albrecht:

We Can't Step into the Same River Twice

My daughter’s worried that the Live Oaks in City Park

can’t breathe underwater,

and the ducks that bit her small hands full of bread,

“Who will feed them?”

She imagines the Aquarium fish swimming away

quick as the silver flashes

of our pond’s minnows, only freer. The elephants, large as memory,

will wade out

like ships from the zoo, rescuing smaller animals.

But a poem’s

not a life line, and the poet, not a boat.

These places burning,

flooding at the same time; these buildings where I’ve said

to my daughter,

“This is where you were born, and your father and his father.

Your great grandparents

were married at St. Louis Cathedral.

Grandma Cherry

used to say the gardenias in New Orleans bloomed so sweetly

the bees flew

drunkenly into her kitchen windows all afternoon.

And here,

here’s where your father and I met. Because this is there,

we are here.”

But we aren’t here anymore. Nobody predicts when it will stop,

and no one

when anything will begin again. My friend’s daughter

kneels, thanks God

for her house that has a tree on it.

She’ll start

kindergarten elsewhere in borrowed plaid uniforms.

On TV the city’s

sounds are hundreds of dogs calling for someone across this filthy

slow moving water.

A man and a pregnant woman paddle an air mattress with brooms

to anyplace else. “The city

is a bowl.” An anchor says again, “The city is a bowl” until I too

am too full.

Malaika had originally submitted this poem (click link to read), but I had some trouble with the formatting, so "We Can't Step into the Same River Twice" was a nice replacement.

Malaika is the co-editor of Redheaded Stepchild, an online magazine that only accepts poems that have been rejected elsewhere. For submissions guidelines, please visit here.

Thanks to Malaika for participating in The Tattooed Poets Porject. Please visit Tattoosday to see one of her tattoos!

Friday, April 10, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 10: Jackie Sheeler

Jackie Sheeler is a poet, musician, and performance artist in New York City. Here is her contribution for today's entry in the Tattooed Poet's Series:


ANOTHER WAY TO
WRITE ABOUT THE BODY

It’s nothing but an enemy:
this chubby husk with its lust

for inebriants and drama, its shabby
teeth and sheath of biodegrading skin:

a tiresome history in scars.

This is no silhouette to savor
or love, but a sack of cracked brick to toss

into the nearest, deepest lake
and let sink, gradual as pregnancy,

shocked numb in a slow-motion plummet

through water of ice, water of wind-
pipe and lung: let it be slung

down to the muddy bottom
where every body’s welcome waits and let

the weight of it come off of me at last.


Thanks to Jackie for her contribution to this series.

For another one of her poems, check out this one here.

Be sure to head over here on Tattoosday to check out Jackie's tattoos!

Thanks to Jackie for sharing her poetry with us here at BillyBlog!

Thursday, April 09, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 9: Gina Myers

Today's poem is from Gina Myers:

Self-Portrait as a Mirror


Hello empty space, hello
constant shifting--

little disaster, little idea
of home always somewhere
out of reach. You might

think edgier. You might think
this is not the way. Perhaps
something else. Something sharper
or shinier, some undefined other.
But no, this is not so.

Do not be deceived--

these words can cut
glass. This emptiness
pushed

inside a frame. This emptiness
is more than you would know:

infinite regression, or a reflection
of a white wall, little bird,
little how-do-you-do.

Gina Myers lives in Saginaw, MI, where she edits Lame House Press and serves as Reviews Editor for H_NGM_N. Her most recent chapbook is Behind the R (ypolita press 2008), and her first full-length collection, A Model Year, will be published by Coconut Books this summer.

Please be sure to check out one of her amazing tattoos over on Tattoosday!

And here's two more poems of Gina's over at MiPOesias Magazine.

Thanks to Gina for participating!

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 8: Kat Zemmel

Today's Poem is by Kat Zemmel:

Dushanbe: Return After Exodus

When I asked my father to
tell me his story, he could
only express it in third person.

Arriving in the city, he noted
difference of air—pressure
smell, viscosity, how air poured
into lungs, filled body, thoughts,
the very rhythm of life. He was
unsure if the air was more humid,
or dust-filled—too solid for 500
meters above sea level.
Sounds easily reflected from buildings
and asphalt cracked from heat.


Three years after exodus, he returned
to obtain passports for our family,
compulsory tickets to safety.

*

Lucretius believed in free-will
swerve of atoms as they fall,
fortuitous impact of the unseen;
he thought that contact
coerced everything into being.
Atom, with its nucleus
inciting motion; human heart
signaling mind, mind—limbs,
limbs moving in air, and air
adjusting to movement—maybe
then, then it was that much easier
to breathe, not when despair
subsumed my father, thrust him into
the tides of air from a derelict city.

He spoke of breathing: back and forth
of being filled and empty;
the city crouched in his mind
like a peach-stone in pocket—
grooved token of sweetness.
Our former home, a twelve-story
sarcophagus. He saw the pissed-in elevator,
smashed stairs, familiar floor-plan:
room facing east where daily
I had woken to dust-swirls,
sturdy sunlight, when I opened curtains
to squint at a new day.


***************************************************

Kat Zemmel was born in Tajikistan, which her family had to flee in 1990 due to increasing civil unrest. After failing to receive permission to live in Belarus, they were helped by missionaries, and moved to the United States.

Her writing attempts to reconcile the political, temporal, and geographical divides between her childhood and present residence. She is currently a graduate student at the University of Tennessee, working to attain a master's degree in literature with a focus in creative writing.

I thank her sincerely for participating in the Tattooed Poets Project project. See one of Kat's tattoos and read about it over on Tattoosday.

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 7: Alex Grant

Today's poem is by Alex Grant:


NERUDA'S SUICIDE NOTE


- In memory of Spalding Gray




They say nothing ever changes

but your point of view.

Nothing –
“some thing

that has no existence”
–

this makes no sense.

I sit in the catacumbas

and listen to the rain

pound the papaya leaves -

my skin like confetti,

my heart a cheap lottery.


I have seen the tiger’s stripes –

they live between

the fine linen sheets

of an office-girl’s bed,

in the afternoon fumblings

of someone who is no-one,

with a heart bursting

like a red balloon

on a tap – the pieces fly

in all directions, you cover

your face with your hand,

and it sticks to your skin

like confetti, like phosphorus

launched from a Greek warship,

like the skin of a plum

peeled by a broken nail.



_________________________________________________________

First Published in Nimrod (2005 Pablo Neruda Prize Honorable Mention)

Alex Grant’s chapbook Chains & Mirrors (NCWN/Harperprints) won the 2006 Randall Jarrell Poetry Prize and the 2007 Oscar Arnold Young Award (Best North Carolina poetry collection). His second chapbook, The White Book, was released in 2008 by Main St. Rag Publishing. His full-length ms., Fear of Moving Water, a recent finalist for a number of national book prizes, will be released by Wind Publications in late 2009. His poems have appeared or are upcoming in a number of journals, including The Missouri Review, Smartish Pace, Arts & Letters, Best New Poets 2007, The Connecticut Review, Nimrod and Seattle Review. He lives in Chapel Hill, NC, and can be found on the web here.


Alex wrote a special poem for the Tattooed Poet's Project to accompany the photos of his tattoos. Head on over to Tattoosday to check them out here.

Thanks to Alex for his participation, and for his patience and cooperation working with me while I worked out some formatting issues on the site.


Monday, April 06, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 6: Caroline Malone

Today's poem comes to us from Caroline Malone, a writer and professor in Knoxville, Tennessee. Caroline's poem "Body Art" was written prior to her tattoos being composed on her flesh. Be sure to check them out over at Tatoosday here.


Body Art

Although another has mapped you
With roses and thorns,
Vines and buds
Of fuchsia, lime, and plum –
A fantastical place, but surely not entirely
Known to even the most competent cartographer –
The excited path of the needle bled ink
To inscribe your skin with lush vegetation,
To introduce non-native species,
Perhaps a tribute to your imagination,
Begins on your clavicle from germinated seed,
Spreads across your shoulder with delicately unfolding leaves,
Curls down your arm
Sprinkled with inconspicuous white flowers
And freckles like scattered moons,
Now the artist understanding
The colonizing habit of ivy
Extends the thin shoots just below
The hem of your sleeve where they twist
And curl, aching for light,

I travel beyond your arm
A vertical leap to your ankle
Where I survey a ring of figures,
A mysterious language that orbits
An indelible confession of skin,
Turning, spinning, floating
Leaving me suspended deep
In the arms of your spiral galaxy
And its planets, its stars, its curve of space.

Read another of Caroline's poems here.

Thanks to Caroline for sharing her poem with us here on BillyBlog, along with her tattoos over on Tattoosday!

Sunday, April 05, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 5: Tess. Lotta

Today's poem is from Tess. Lotta, editor of Media Cake eMagazine


Trapeze

I mock the air between us,
aim at the granite in his eyes.

Hurling myself as if a new flourish
might be waiting,

I find the usual palm
of a salesman’s handshake.

He gives like a midair catch.

My hands, then his.
My longing, his logic.


reprinted with permission from the author, copyright Tess. Lotta, 2008
Tess. Lotta holds an MA in English and teaches at FIDM and for Spoken Interludes Next. She curates the Literati Cocktail reading series, held annually at the West Hollywood Book Fair, and co-curates The Third Area: Poetry at Pharmaka. Her journalism, poetry, and visual art have appeared in many publications. She slays on bass and vox for the LA-based rock outfit Quality Audio. When not riding her bike, Tess. might be found examining the phenomenon of deep fried Oreo cookies.

Check out the tattoo she sent me over on Tattoosday here.

You can also see more of her work here.

Saturday, April 04, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 4: Michael Mayo

Today's poem is from the poet Michael Mayo:


Blowing off Death


Tonight, I left Death a message
On his voice mail saying:

“We will not be able to join you
As had we earlier agreed.

We will gladly meet you some other night.
You’ve got my number. Give me a call.”

Tonight, while Death sits at home
Watching reruns and nursing a beer,

We will rip off the filters
Of every cigarette we smoke.

We will snort the salt
And squeeze the lime in our eyes.

Tonight, instead of looking over our shoulders
For that buzz-killing bastard,

We will drink rubbing alcohol
Until we are damn near blind.

We will stumble into the busiest intersections
And laugh as cars speed by.

Tonight, while Death is safe
And warm in bed,

We will soak our clothes in kerosene
And ignite ourselves when we shiver.

We will cut open our veins
And pour in bleach.

Tonight, there is no such thing as dying,
As long as he checks his machine.


"Blowing Off Death" won the 2006 North Caroline State University Brenda L. Smart Undergraduate Poetry Prize.

Check out Michael's Whitmanesque tattoo over on Tattoosday.

Friday, April 03, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 3: Doug Anderson

Today's poem comes courtesy of Doug Anderson:


Blues



Love won't behave. I've tried

all my life to keep it chained up.

Especially after I gave up pleading.

I don't mean the woman,

but the love itself. Truth is,

I don't know where it comes from,

why it comes, or where it goes.

It either leaves me feeling the knife

of my first breath

or hang-dog and sick

at someone else's unstoppable

and as the blues song says,

can't sit down, stand up, lay down pain.

Right now I want it.

I'm like a country who can't remember the last war.

Well, that's not strictly true.

It's just been too long.

Too long and my heart is like

a house for sale in a lot full of high weeds.

I want to go down to New Orleans

and find the Santeria woman

who will light a whole table full of candles

and moan things, place a cigar

and a shot of whiskey in front of Chango's picture

and kiss the blue dead Jesus on the wall.

I want something.

Used to be I'd get a bottle

and drink until the lights went out

but now I carry my pain around everywhere I go

because I'm afraid

I might put it down somewhere and lose it.

I've grown tender about my mileage.

My teeth are like stonehenge and my tongue

is like an old druid fallen in a ditch.

A soul is like a shrimper's net they never haul up

and it's full of everything:

A tire. A shark. An old harpoon.

A kid's plastic bucket.

An empty half-pint.

A broken guitar string.

A pair of ballerina's shoes with the ribbons tangled

in an anchor chain.

And the net gets heavier until the boat

starts to go down with it and you say,

God, what is going on.

In this condition I say love is a good thing.

I'm ready to capsize.

I can't even see the shoreline.

I haven't seen a seagull in three days.

I'm ready to drink salt water,

go overboard and start swimming.

Suffice it to say I want to get in the bathtub

with the Santeria woman and steam myself pure again.

The priest that blesses the water may be bored.

Hung over. He may not even bless it,

just tell people he did. It doesn't matter.

What the Santeria woman puts on it with her mind

makes it like a holy mirror.

You can float a shrimp boat on it.

The spark that jumps between her mind

and the priest's empty act

is what makes the whole thing light up

like an oilslick on fire against a sunset over Oaxaca.

So if I just step out into it.

If I just step off the high dive over a pool

that may or may not have water in it;

that act is enough

to connect the two poles of something

and make a long blue arc.

I don't have a clue about any of this.

Come on over here and love me.

I used to say that drunk.

Now I am stark raving sober

and I say, Come on over here and love me.



from the book Blues for Unemployed Secret Police, used with permission from the author.

Doug Anderson's forthcoming book is KEEP YOUR HEAD DOWN, a memoir about growing up in the south, going to Vietnam, and getting lost in the sixties after, will be released by W. W. Norton on July 13. He is working on a novel about human trafficking. He has new poetry in the Massachusetts Review.

Read more of Doug's poetry here and here.

And, as part of BillyBlog's Tattooed Poet's Series, head on over to Tattoosday and check out Doug's amazing tattoo here.

Thursday, April 02, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 2: Kim Addonizio


Kim Addonizio was at the top of everyone's list when I inquired about tattooed poets. It helps when your tattoo is visible in your author photo. Kim was early to sign on to the project, and the first poet to send me a picture. Her tie to tattoos is enhanced by the fact that she co-edited a book called Dorothy Parker's Elbow: Tattoos on Writers, Writers on Tattoos. A National Book Award finalist, she graciously allowed me permission to run the following poem:

First Poem for You

I like to touch your tattoos in complete
darkness, when I can’t see them. I’m sure of
where they are, know by heart the neat
lines of lightning pulsing just above
your nipple, can find, as if by instinct, the blue
swirls of water on your shoulder where a serpent
twists, facing a dragon. When I pull you

to me, taking you until we’re spent
and quiet on the sheets, I love to kiss
the pictures in your skin. They’ll last until
you’re seared to ashes; whatever persists
or turns to pain between us, they will still
be there. Such permanence is terrifying.
So I touch them in the dark; but touch them, trying.
Kim Addonizio, “First Poem For You” from The Philosopher’s Club. Copyright © 1994 by Kim Addonizio. Used by permission from the author.


Read her bio here (and then explore her site).

And check out one of Kim's tattoos over on Tattoosday.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

The Tattooed Poets Project, Day 1: Jill Alexander Essbaum and Jessica Piazza

We're launching the BillyBlog-Tattoosday National Poetry Month project with the following poem by Jill Alexander Essbaum:

She Was Driven By a Thousand Desires, a Few of Them, Decent

She was easier done than said.
She was oftener sad than sunny.
If she dealt a round of rummy,
It was simply for the gin.
And she let everyone win.

And she led everybody on.
She was on every body like hide on a hog.
Her climate a hybrid of chaos and fog.
She measured her weathers in knots and lunar spools.
And whether or not you wooed her,

She’d swoon. She mooned for the scrub
Of many tongues and manly tamps.
Lovers with archer’s arms and matador hands.
(She landed doormats and saps.)
She meant no harm. She hummed no tune.

But O, what blues she succumbed to.
And O, those fools she would run to.
Hers, a strong will, but a very weak won’t.
A cog in the wheel of every damn want.
And wherever she went she got caught,

Caught cold. She grew old, old, old.
And she groaned. And she grinded.
(Nobody minded.) The bone
Of her heart never mended its break.
Her boat sprung a leak in the lake of Too Late.

She chased what she craved. It left her winded.
Her grave was left untended.

The poem originally appeared in the online journal No Tell Motel, an awesome site that features incredible work by some phenomenal poets.

Jill Alexander Essbaum is the author of the No Tell Books published, Harlot, and most recently, Necropolis (NeoNuma Arts, 2008).

"She was driven by a thousand desires, a few of them decent" may not have anything to do with tattoos, but the poet does. Go see her ink over on Tattoosday here.You can also read more of her work here.

Update: It's a long story, but Jill goes with Jessica Piazza on this post. If you head over to Tattoosday, you'll see why.

What I Hold
by JESSICA PIAZZA


A glint—an intimation of what gleams.
Just the incidentals; nothing grand
in pomegranates, Coney Island, reams of
of new newspapers hitting dawn—dark stands.
The birds I hear don't sound like opera, not
like flutes or piccolos at play. They sound
like birds. Sometimes the birds are all I've got.
There's nothing grand but wakefulness, the ground
I jump from; nothing but the shining air
which might be a light left on for me. A glow
that may be small, but bright and worthy of care.
I pity the fragile, but I still forgo
the sturdy cup and choose the demitasse.
Whatever's in my grip, it's made of glass.


—


Whatever's in my grip, it's made of glass—
blown promises, assurance that forged skin
will harden, change to something that might pass
for beautiful. But though I know that in—
side every crafted sphere there is just air,
I cannot love the space between the words,
can find no pleasure in the silence there.
And if the point is trusting what's unheard—
how every stop, in time, will yield a sound—
the shape I seek is not one I create.
Thorns twist around themselves to form a crown;
they frame an emptiness we'll consecrate.
Without the skips, the beat would not exist.
My hand grasps nothing and still forms a fist.


—


My hand grasps nothing and still forms a fist
for me to rest my heart against. There's doubt
in everything but what I own: the trysts
I thought were trusts are minor—they amount
to nothing but a blink over the lifetime of the eye.
When subject fails to add up, there's the sum
of my own fingers, vanities, the way
the body shows me just what's mine: the run
of timid freckles sprinting down an arm,
a clavicle to climb, the bones that hold
my weight despite themselves, despite the harm
I've caused. And every story I've been told
is hidden in my spine, a refugee.
Worry my backbone like a rosary.


—


Worry. My backbone, like a rosary,
cannot withstand the press of all this faith.
I've wrapped myself around the things I see
so tightly that my stories feel like breath—
beholden to them, I inhale their rich
minutiae desperately, but when I let
them out they have been changed. This is a switch
that stripes my best attempts. I need to get
perspective now, and so, unusual
as it may seem, I'll stop to look outside
these lines; to ask if it is sin to pull
myself away from this, or prayer to ride
the story out. But who will answer me?
I'm not a girl who has epiphanies.


—


I'm not a girl who has epiphanies,
but once one happened, waiting for a light
to change. An ancient woman raised a weak
gnarled fist to tap my window just as night
pressed on. I lowered it. She spoke—a voice
as thick and cumbersome as wool. My feet,
she said, I can't get home. I had a choice,
but I said no. And she went down the street,
the queue of cars…they all said no, and no
and no. I knew this damage was my own;
I had been taught such fears. I knew. And so?
Perhaps I changed my mind and drove her home.
And maybe to this day that choice still seems
like a hint, a minute's inkling of what gleams.


Jessica Piazza is Founding Editor of Bat City Review and Co-Founder of the Speakeasy Poetry Series in New York City. Born and raised in Brooklyn, New York, she is currently pursuing a PhD in Literature and Creative Writing at the University of Southern California. Among other places, her poems have appeared in AGNI, Indiana Review, No Tell Motel, and Pebble Lake Review.

Thanks again to Jessica and Jill for participating in this National Poetry Month project!

Monday, March 30, 2009

Intro to National Poetry Month

April may be "the cruelest month," but it's also National Poetry Month. We here at BillyBlog have prospered in the month of April the last two years.

In 2007, I posted a "Poetry in Motion" poster for each of April's thirty days. In some cases, more than one per day.

Last year, I posted thirty favorite poems from thirty separate poets to honor the month.

But BillyBlog has been waning in production over the past year, as its spin-off, Tattoosday, has involved more and more of our time and effort. So, a conundrum presented itself. What to do this year? Should we continue the traditional April poetry blitz? Or just focus on poetic tattoos here and there, over on Tattoosday?

The answer came back in January. I would have my cake and eat it too. And so the quest began.

This April, BillyBlog will post thirty poems by thirty different poets. These, however, will be selected by the poets themselves, as work that best represents them.

But it doesn't end there. The poets will earn spots on BillyBlog by virtue of their contribution to Tattoosday.

Yes, each one of the poems posted in April will have been contributed by a tattooed poet. The verse may not be needle-and-ink-related, but the writer initially came to this section of the blogosphere to share their body art on Tattoosday.

I am hoping this double-barreled blog venture will be successful. I had some assistance from Stacey Harwood over at the Best American Poetry blog, who helped sound the clarion call for volunteers. In addition, dozens of other poets referred me to those among them who were inked. Facebook proved to be an excellent networking tool as I reached out to poets across America and invited them to participate. I thank, in advance, everyone who contributed and all those who merely pointed me in the right direction.

Enjoy!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Gratuitous Indoor Soccer Dad Post - February 22, 2009

Shayna moved up a level in indoor soccer this year, so she was one of the younger kids playing against mostly boys, often several years older than her.

I took a lot of video, but missed her one goal of the indoor season.

Here's a clip where she plays particularly well, taking a few shots, and not giving an inch on defense:

Monday, March 23, 2009

A Cone of Light, Bay Ridge-Style

This is a lamp post in Brooklyn, on 86th Street, between Colonial and Narrows:



A closer look indicates that someone with a sense of humor, I'm guessing an NYC Dept. of Transportation employee, had a little fun decorating this light:



Cone you believe someone did that?

Friday, March 20, 2009

What My Brain Has Been Up to

A few items recently read:

Twilight.


Yes, that Twilight. Struck a deal with Jolee. I read Twilight, she reads Harry Potter. I enjoyed most of it, and am continuing with the series.

Why Are You Doing This? By Jason.


It was a quick read that made me want more. I've read him before, check out "Low Moon" serialized in The New York Times Magazine. After finishing this volume, I requested all his other titles through the New York Public Library.

Inked by Carey Hart.


I'll post a review over on Tattoosday soon.

And on the train yesterday, "Brother on Sunday,"


a very good story by A.M. Homes in the March 2, 2009 New Yorker.

"Brother on Sunday".

Friday, March 13, 2009

Cleaning Out My Inbox: Mid-March Edition

Need a diversion? Try this. It's called "Click Bored".

Hmm. I thought I had more in my inbox. BillyBlog fans need not despair. I have been slowly, steadily been working behind the scenes on my annual National Poetry Month post-a-day project.



You'll be sure to see a flurry of activity here in a few weeks. And lots of poetry!

Last week we had a March snowstorm. Here's Shayna, hard at work, in front of our home in Brooklyn:



A day later, the foot of snow was melting like crazy. Here's a shot of the icy steps of the main Manhattan Post Office at 8th Avenue and 33rd Street:


That's all for now!

Happy Birthday, Melanie!